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11/21/09--07:00: these days. (chan 2819331)

 keep wondering these days

no words had been written

 

what to say

how to say

 

i just got stucked

all happens in heart but nothing to write down

or just happens nothing

 

i lost my own voice

abcessing for something else

 

life is complicated

life is simple

 

it's cold

 

it's like some kind of death

la mort

 

i knew i'd been closed

but now it had gone

far away

 

those songs didn't stop

even you press the damn button

 

they still sing beside your ears

and make you couldn't sleep

 

nothing quiet enough

since the heart is annoyed

 

i lost my way either

i don't know if i can go back

 

doubting about myself

maybe i can make it real

 

i don't know if my blood is cold or not

or my blood no longer exist

 

bury myself

in nowhere else




12/01/09--05:34: il est trois ans. (chan 2819331)

保持距離果然是必須的.

重複聽到麻痹為止的結果是感覺不再.

可每到這個時節就會想起.

傷感地一次次重擊, 華麗的貝司音.

即使回不到最初的感慨.

也是這樣的11月末.卻已是三年.

熟悉到歌詞隨口能跟著唱, live演奏亦那么悠揚.

 

i still remeber it all.

 




09/29/10--05:29: so long. (chan 2819331)

i can't say it, like i got stucked.

weakness or something, just not nice.

 

anything but nothing.

still moving on.

 

it's the journey.

 

maintement.

francais, francais, francais.




09/29/10--08:42: love. fate. coincidence. (chan 2819331)

just a little bit sad.

 

those 500 days you knows about this girl, her name's Summer.

you recognized her from the first sight knowing she's the one.

but you never know what she believes in.

she said The Smiths is her favorite in the elevator, you're flattered.

she said no serious relationship at the very begining, you're so upset but you said it's fine.

she's so lovely. she's really the one.

she kissed you by the duplicator in the office without a sign.

she let you in her house, talk to you about her past when you insisted.

she roleplays with you while you were walking in IKEA. you were so happy together.

she let you draw your dream place on her arm, said she wanted a tatoo.

she came to you in heavy rain to tell you she's so sorry about being mad at you last night.

she said let's just get things over out of no reason, she said you can still be best friends.

she said i won't promise anything.

she made you sing crazily in the bar. she made you say penius out loud just for fun.

she made you the happest man in the world and all the city's dancing for you.

she made you the saddest man in the world you wrote bitch for the valentine's card.

you know she's so special, you know she is unique. you know she is the only girl who can make you so happy in the world.

you just don't know why she suddenly say no out of no reason.

you just don't know why she will never say i love you instead of i like you.

you just don't know why she thinks you can still be the best friends after so much.

you only know you two are meant to be but you don't know why she dump you.

love is not stupid. you are so happy together.

you were set up to have a date but end up bad, you think Summer's much better.

you were set up to go to the wedding and you ran into each other. you just can't missed the chance to have such a nice talk with her.

you smiled while she got the flower.

though the reality doesn't fits your expectation at all. you found the ring on her finger and you just ran away.

you were so alone and your world just turned in to grey, then blank.

days are the same to you. you are sad enough to die again.

what's that thing called love even mean.

you never said i love you to her since you affraid of her answer.

now you were said about those cards. say those things for people who cannot really say it out.

though you used to be so creative while you were happy with her. those days used to be so light up.

she's not like you. she is the girl who loves her hair the most and have no feelings of cutting off.

you love everything of her. you hate everything of her.

you wanna forget her and you know you will never do.

she is the girl will do whatever she likes to.

she's married now. while you were finding your new job.

you told her you will never understand.

she woke up one morning and sured something she was never sure when she was with you.

things' so suck while find out something you believe in is the bullshit.

the fate is you two are not meant to be. and she began to believe in destiny after her marriage.

it's just that she was the one you're right about.

it ain't the love story, it's true.

and at the 500 day of Summer, you met Autumn.

 

coincidence, that's all anything ever is.

nothing more than coincidence.




10/04/10--02:36: Moments by Devics (chan 2819331)

Moments and moments
that come
And take all the other moments
with them
Days, days
to the light, to the light
We dance, dance
Don’t know why
and wait, wait
For the moments
never come
Meanwhile
wanting to drop
All the moments of defeat
just forget all the scenes
When you gave up control

 

Eyes and tears and aches and bones and gold and fire
and on the other side are all the things you want to have here
and all the mysteries that you keep to yourself
Are all the miseries that you hide from the world for
And you’d die just to get what you want
But what for?

 

Moments and moments
that come
And take all the other moments with them
Color bars that follow
waves of endless chords
All your tears tomorrow
just to get what you want

Eyes and tears and aches and bones and gold and fire
and on the other side are all the things you want to have here
and all the mysteries that you keep to yourself
Are all the miseries that you hide from the world for
and you’d die just to get what you want..

 

 

the "Moments" kills me in this early automn.